My life sucks. Everything about it. My grades are dropping. I can't talk to my friend anymore because she isn't in any of my classes and my email address is messed up. Something bad seems to happen to everyone I hang with. My friend insists her life is terrible and sometimes even asks me or our other friends to kill her. Another of my friends is, well...sick...and I'm afraid if I say something he'll be offended and get mad (I don't even know why I'm so worried about that, it doesn't seem like that big of a deal, but still...) My mom and my stepdad aren't getting along and she tells me she wonders why her life is horrible and everyone else's is perfect. My stepbrother had this girlfriend and it turned out she never liked him, and she broke up with him over the phone five minutes before he would've left to go to the school dance with her, and he sat alone in his room crying for two nights. Every pet I ever had died at an early age due to unnatural causes. I used to never cry, but now it seems like I do every night. I try to look for the good in every day, but then I think to myself, "What good is there to look for?" So tell me...What's the point of living if every waking moment of it is painful and you never know if things will get better?
That song, Sadness and Sorrow, I wasn't even looking for it...It just happened to start playing on my iPod.