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I was gonna upload this on Friday... but I can't wait that long.
Actually I was going to draw this almost a year ago. I can't really remember why I didn't... but I kept being like "you need to draw it" over and over and I always sorta forgot XD
I drew the people on paper but the rest is photoshop.
This is for :iconepicnamepls:, because I love her more than anything and that's never going to change.
Hannah, you're literally the reason I get up in the morning. You're on my mind constantly, and even when I don't realize I'm thinking of you, as soon as I do my heart skips a beat. You're the first thing I remember when I wake up, and I never want to sleep at night because I'm too busy thinking about you.
You've been there through the worst times in my life, giving me hope when no one else could. Thanks to you, I can look in the mirror and say that I'm beautiful, and it was my goal to make you believe the same thing about yourself. I don't know if you already do, but if not, then you should. Because you are. It's not even my opinion. It's a fact.
I'm sorry for every time that I've messed up (which I can safely say is a lot). I don't really know what it is... I think I'm just bad at relationships. Not just romantic ones, either, but with my friends and family. I don't know why. I'll be doing something I think is perfectly okay and then my parents will be mad at me for it... and half the time their reasoning makes no damn sense to me. Maybe I'm just messed up. But sometimes, I just honestly don't know what to do around you. It's like I want everything to be absolutely perfect and it makes me afraid to say anything. And I know. It's stupid. And I wanna stop doing it. That's also why every time I try to do something for you like a picture or whatever, I end up dropping it completely cuz I feel like it's not good enough.
Inferiority complex much. It's hard enough to put this up XD
I drew it because I remember you saying if you came to New York you wanted to go see fireflies. I honestly don't even know if there ARE fireflies in New York (nice knowing I've lived here like 14 years.) But it's something I've been looking forward to ever since you said it.
I love you more than I ever thought was possible. I never thought the things people say about it being all magical and shit were as true as they are. But now I know. Because you're my entire life, and even a day without you is a day wasted.
Only 4 months and 4 days left till our second anniversary...
And um... ^^; the whole time I drew this I was listening to Obvious by Christina Aguilera. I know, it's probaby like the most retarded song ever, but my cousin got me to like her at an early age lol brainwashing...
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